when silence are progressing.

Today my friend; is MY day, not yours.

2010-11-16T14:50:00.001+08:00

Let go straight to the point, life is getting tougher from now on, getting an increment (booyah!), starting on new stuffs which I hope I could get my hands on really soon and, my God, I just have to say this again…I’m getting an increment! Loads of it! Ok part one; done.

Secondly, this was supposed to be last week’s post, but time is not on my side, I met this senorita, she’s fine like a cheetah, and she’s cute yo! I was at a bar for an event with a couple of friends; some other friends came and brought a friend from a purple country along, lovely. So I stood there with my team mates all heated up for the event (it was a quiz thingy), played the game through the 3rd round, by the 4th and last round, this purple friend came and helped our team regardless of the points that will be taken out due to outsiders help she still stood next to me. Fine, game’s over, the party is still on, so I went to have a chat with some other team and the purple friend was there. It shocked that she went right next to me and grab hold of my arms and start asking me questions.

Seriously dude, it’s the first meeting and that happened, of course I almost fainted. Chatted for a while about this and that blah blah blah. At the end of the day, I never got to know her name. Bloody shit. So with all that regret not being such a gentlemen and send her to her car, I went off to chill with my team mates at Hartamas. Crap here and there, got my dinner, had a laugh or two, then I went back to Damasara Heights for a midnight ride with the fixie’s for an hour. So that’s it? No name? No news?

No, there is news on it. To make the regret worst, I just found out that our purple friend (I got her name btw) got into an accident after she left the party. Bloody Mary-mother of all bitches, I felt really bad about it. So I planned a bit here and there. There is going to be another trivia on the 25th November, I was thinking of getting her to come. Of course with a little help from my friends. Oh I haven’t mentioned it yet; she’s 7 years older, and works with Yahoo! Now you know why she’s purple.

It has been a bloody good month for me. With all the things happening or about to happen, I have bigger responsibilities to manage, things to learn, experience to feel, and slaps to get. Seriously, I cannot wait for the day to come; I will rule this industry and make it bigger than ever. God willing, I will. YAHOO!

Bada bing, bada bang!

2010-11-01T18:57:00.002+08:00

It wasn't a good day, i basically had nothing to do in the office. But, i have movie tickets for takers, isn't that nice. Waiting for a few friends to come, should be here any minute. Meanwhile, lets start on what i have to do now. Basically save my money...eh, their here already. Ciao!

Understanding monkeys and their possibilities.

2010-10-28T09:23:00.003+08:00

Seriously, I’m talking about mother fucking monkeys who can’t drive their “expensive” cars for nuts. Who the fuck would want to ramp their Volkswagen towards an old car like mine? Are you that stupid ah lady? Thank god I cursed you, if I didn’t, maybe you won’t realize it.

Anyway, another monkey bizz is about this month, I have a bad feel about it. I gave some money to my mum, brothers, bars, clubs, whatever, I think I might be broke in the middle of the month. Fuck. There is an album launching by Diandra @ Laundry Bar tonight, I am looking forward to that. That’s the only thing that drives me today, for now. Looking forward for Friday as well, a couple of friends invite me for a “couple” of beers, that’s gonna cost too. Sheesh. Depavali is next week, yes, and another drinking session. Oh my.

Work is coming quite well these days; I’m seeing new brands spending quite a figure on advertising, that’s good. But for me, really, I want to go up, start doing something else, online planning would be great. But I need to get my balls together, focus on NOW instead of focusing on some other stuff.

And again for the fifty –fucking-hundredth times, I want to see our new media making its way faster. We are ahead of Indonesia, but falling behind others, Indonesia is the last on the list. All this making report on bloggers shit is just as shitty as the person who made the reports. What the fuck is wrong with you people. The one in charge of our countries “new media” is too old I guess? Can’t keep up with the “new” stuff eyh, gramps? I’m just saying; don’t file a report on me please. Cheers mafakas.

This is what people always do; fucking complaint. So what?

2010-10-25T14:29:00.005+08:00

Past weeks was awesome indeed, a lot of work, drinking and what not. But there is this one issue that has been annoying me, and yes, it’s the retarded-racial issue AGAIN!. What the fuck? Let Chinese be Chinese, Malays be Malays and so on, the 1Sekolah thingy is nothing to me, have it, not having it, be whatever it may be, and we’re still on the same ground.

I read a few stuff from Rocky’s Bru regarding the blog issue. Oh my fucking God, it is a retarded issue, ok it insults, so? Wait…do you even read what he’s actually trying to say? Or you just read the title? I’m here doing my work and laughing my ass off when I found out that Rais Yatim is handling the “NEW MEDIA”. Dude, what is new media? Do you know how it works, what it contains, what we can do with it? Oh yes, we can change minds, but that’s just the whole point of it; to create a new angle in looking at things, having so many ideas of how we could do it, not just having info’s from our local newspaper or TV. Chinese people would say this, “sien la if you can’t tell what’s new and what’s old”.

Super sien.

Oh well, typical. So much for your “New Media” LOL! Moving on, and no, not any other political shit.

Been going to events by media owners and stuff, its nice to meet people. Latest was the Screenings by Media Prima. I had a ball of time, drinking and laughing throughout the whole thing. My friend, “akua”, got himself wasted like…super wasted. Me on the other hand, almost “there”. While all that happened, our “bet master” accidently revealed he’s true feelings towards Pu Sy Lau. LOL. I might be drunk, but I catch every single sentence coming out from you, buddy. *wink wink*

That’s just it I guess, “aka” is coming back tomorrow, office is going to get retard as usual. Today was all plain and dull. *sigh* and OH! I have a student under me now! How honored I am! It has been such a great month so far, so I’m gonna go do my stuff instead of making a report or blame other people on their mistakes. Oops, am I gonna get busted? LOL cheers mafakas, have a nice week ahead.

I See Colours. Beautiful ones.

2010-10-13T16:36:00.004+08:00

I went completely nuts today, work is so fun. Like any other days, it'll be laughter all the way. No matter how stress you are, laughter is the best medicine. Other then that, I'm worried.

This whole Racial issues...its too retarded, man! 80% of my friends ARE non-Malays, and they are so nice! (I'm very sure they are) But look at what these Politicians, random bloggers are talking about.

What is wrong with you people? I am 21 this year, and it's a mess already. People are fighting for retarded issues, racial stuffs. like, what the fuck? don't you guys have anything better to do? Mind the socio-political bloggers (only some sane ones), its their job to influenced the people to a path where unity lives. But some just don't give a damn about it. Have you ever think of what WE, the younger generations have to fight for in another 10 years? What your grandchildren have to fight for?

This is insane.

I was having a chat with some colleagues an hour ago, we were talking about families, culture, and all that shit, but not once, never, I hear them talking shit about other races. If other people hear us talking, they might think of us as racists, but hey, its a healthy conversation. We're talking about how each and every of our culture works, how its like, what makes us special. Not to mock them, but to have a better understanding.

I might be a "young punk", and this is what I think, and I'm saying it. So, fuck you're thoughts, fuck you're racist shit and fuck the whole 1Malaysia thingy. it ain't gonna happen until we UNDERSTAND what 1Malaysia actually means.

I just don't want to lose my friends, my Chinese family, the Indian part of me, and I just want this country to be free from racial issues. Oh well, thats gonna be another dream that never gonna happen. cheers!

If they ask me what race am I, I'm Chi-nda-lay yo!

oh.my.god.

2010-10-08T11:03:00.002+08:00

it is too retard! work is like boring today. there's a few to be done, but so little energy and mood to move on. but tonight my friends, we PARTYYYHHHHH!! Catcha is having a party @ Milk Club, bangsar. meeting up some friends and drink all night. guess what, second round is at laundry, for Nuffnang's party.

oh my, this is going to be fun. 7 hours to go mafaka!

re-incarnation of...entah la. whatever la.

2010-10-05T10:04:00.002+08:00

I'm bored, really. Surprise me, for once. Surprise me, surprise me please mother fucker!it's so boring here, Commonwealth's data is only available in another two days for extraction. god damn it!

i am basically free. not for you, but for myself. i had a ball of time with some friends, killed a few Kennys of course. and oh, i trashed some retard pinoys on HoN. in yo' face mafaka!

i am now the skeleton king! hurah! hurah!

what a retard.

Monkey says; hello.

2010-10-04T14:01:00.003+08:00

Today i'm feeling a little bit retard. Don't know where to start. ok here goes, i just got back from Phuket a week ago, it was fuckin' awesome. came back to the office knowing that i have shit loads of work to do. not so awesome lah.

so many things happen within the month of September, made new friends, gone all alcoholic, its an insane world here. to top that up, i made friends with some cool media owners, fun people i must say. and oh, shit loads of work again. oh well, nak buat macam mana, hidup kena lah kerja kan?

oktengkiubye.

Monkey says; Fuck you!

2010-07-31T18:02:00.004+08:00

Yes, I'm having a meeting at Hailam Kopitiam.

I am bored to death and I feel like saying something.
First, I lost my fucking laptop, car got broke into, rear left window shattered, and bye bye laptop.

Fuck you mother fucker!!

Second, I. AM. SUPPA MONKEY. I have the PAWWWWAAAHHHHH!!!!! Kapow!

Third, fuck all you mo'fo, i'm, done with this shit. Time for some ice Cham. ahhhh lavleyh.

a little come back from the long dead sleep

2010-07-04T03:10:00.003+08:00

i guess writing isn't my thing...well, not here. but the hell with that. been away a for a looonnggg long time. here's a shortcut to all that, i've been busy with work, work, work...and more fucking work. not that i hate it, adding up to that,it is fun. i don't even have time for my self, what more my friends.

and oh...wait....i can't remember what to write...the fuck. goodnight. thanks benadryl.

cheit!

2009-10-02T05:27:00.000+08:00

fuuuuuck, gila lama aku hilang dari blog ni. berhabuk lah jugak kan.
the point is, aku dah tak tulis diary lagi. bukan tak nak, when it comes to something personal, i couldn't express it 'cause i don't want too. that spoils everything about a diary. well i'll be writing about "stuffs", maybe. tak tau bila, but ada lah.

so far la, life treat aku agak...biasa. sakit-berjahit dan juga happy-jawa dapat duit. err lebih kurang la. kerja pulak macam sial, ada je jealous ngan duit bapak aku kan? memang masalah problem. basically, semuanya samaaaaaa macam dulu, rambut je dah panjang.

What the F?

2009-04-16T01:39:00.002+08:00

Cool move :)...

never thought it would be THAT harsh, oh well; all of us have games to play, lets play shall we.
I'll try and enjoy it alright? sigh.

Tragedy.

2009-04-12T21:08:00.000+08:00

Hello,

Yes I’m still not posting anything for the past, few months…I do have time but I spend it on worthless things. Been hanging out with me buddies more often, to kill the wasted time thinking about again…worthless shits. Heh, life wasn’t this bad usually; not like where I am now. It is terrible man! God! I just wish none of this happened. Signing out. Ciao.

Till another post.

come back.

2009-04-06T02:12:00.003+08:00

look for "LOVEFIELD (Short Film by Mathieu Ratthe)"in youtube. an awesome short film.
sorry for being away for weeks, i was busy. and now i'm coming back with shit about gigs,fun, sunburst, and blah blah blah.

i'll post it one by one, i need time to think and write yaw!

Till the next blog, chaw.

woopidoo!

2009-03-12T11:13:00.001+08:00

she just walked pass by,
with her sweet little smile,
with her short hair,
waving at me,
saying its over,
where my heart breaks,
into million pieces,
why does it has to be like this,
but i cant do anything bout it,
coz thats just life,
it will never be perfect,
she just walked pass by,
with her pink uniform,
with her cardigans,
suddenly the relationship that we had,
just lost without signs or figure,
why does it has to be like this,
but i cant do anything bout it,
coz thats just life,
it will never be perfect,
she just walked pass by,
with her sweet little smile,
saying its over...

by a friend for a girl to a friend and self note also.

I Was Bored, Okay?

2009-03-12T04:04:00.002+08:00

*A Bit Different From The Norm =]*
Basic Bullshit.
What's your name?:			name gedik ke name cari makan..?

Your age would be nice to know.:			satu sembilan belas..i dont want to grow up..arghh..ohh godddd we already made a deall..u let everyone grow old xcept me!!

Are you single or taken?:			welll...
Randomization.
What is your least favorite color?:			colour orang mati, black

What is the last thing on earth that you would like to do right now?:			poke bush's ass so hard dat he would tear zillions of almonds out of his eyes

What clothes are you wearing?:			t-shirt..and u..?

What color is your bedroom?:			bedroom 1= white, dull. pfft!
What is your least favorite food?:			d one dat i cant swallow..or so hard to eat..like crab..but i like crab..but it is so hard to eat..fak m hungry

What is your favorite food?:			everything dat is edible xcept batu and kayu and lumut and kusyen and tiang lampu..

And your least favorite drink would be...?:			air sedap, teh 'o' nipis tak mau buih...

In all honesty does myspace take up a great deal of your life?:			i tot no one ever ask..oh hell yeah..i spend most of my time myspacing..its not like i dnt haf a life..i do..but i just dont participate well enuff in my life..myspace rawks!!

If you could be any age, what would it be?:			i wud like to be forever 18..please..ahhh fishh.. m getting oldd!

Are you satisfied with the way you look and act?:			well not really..its alright i guess..? but i understand if u dont coz who can blame u..just look at urself..i cant even label u as a human there mister

Is Bzoink a website that you visit often?:			nope..this is the first

Do you do drugs and/or alcohol on a regular basis?:			nope..not on regular basics...occasionaly yes..but only on very2 important even tonly

Do you think you are capable of not eating for 5 days?:			what do u think i am..? a camel..? are u a camel..? coz dat wud xplain d two humps at ur back..or are u just a plain hunchback..? kesian kat awak

What food and drink could you live off for the rest of your life?:			mineral water and a sack full on unlimited food suply

Boys and Girls Are Fun.
Do looks really matter?:			at first, yeah...

Does size really matter?:			ooghhhhh yeahshhjhakd...it doess...oh wait, maybe?

Have you ever had a boyfriend/girlfriend?:			girlfriend yes, boyfriend no, never, not gonna...

If so, how long was that relationship?:			demnit

What is your longest?:			3?4? effin years..i wish i cud turn back time..but then again who doesn't kan..?

What quality do you find most attractive in a boy/girl?:			her adorableness and sweetness and kindness and also uniqueness..yerp..and don't forget her well-retardness

Are you a virgin?:			yes..lalalalala..do i sound convincing enuff alrighttt alrightt, maybe?....happy now..?

If you are not, do you regret doing it with the person you lost "it" to?:			...

If you are a virgin, are you in a rush to not be one anymore?:			...

Is PDA disgusting?:			huh?

Is there anything that you would change about your significant other?:			ntah...buat ape?

Do you think you could marry a high school sweetheart?:			well..i don't know..maybeee..well i hope not

Would you ever consider having a long distance relationship?:			screw tht...pfft!

Long or Short hair?:			not too long not to short..moderate la

Blue eyes or Brown eyes?:			i prefer blue but kat sini sume makan belacan..mane ade mate biru2 nie..kalau ade pun yang sakit mate ade la..

Tan or light skin?:			tan..pemuda berkulit putih freaks me out

Looks or Brains?:			or..???

Words Associations Are The Best!
Orange.:			juice..nyum!

Cell phone.:			life!! but it also can leads to brain damage which means death..but oh well..

Break.:			beat..?

Music.:			love love, hate hate, obsess obsess, awesome awesome!

Samantha.:			brown?

Love.:			complicated as usuall. nothing comes easy, dick.

Time.:			is priceless..but it cost me alot on this guess watch..fak

Crash.:			eksidensi..

Home.:			kota damansara, kota damned


Sleep.:			nikmat yang tersangat

Sex.:			can i mentioned nikmat yang tersangat twice..? oh please..?

Death.:			terrifying

Long Distance.:			eiiiiii...pff

Winner.:			chelsea

Gold.:			digger...

Goodbye.:			hellogoodbye

Running.:			penat

Lie.:			u feel bad for d first time but 2nd time comes easy

This or That.
7up or Sprite?:			who care..both taste d same..

Coke or Pepsi?:			then again..taste d same..my gustatory device couldn't detect any slight diff between both of them

Boy or Girl?:			girl

Run or Swim?:			IMUN! (swim + run)

Drive or Fly?:			fly..robin flyyy

Ferrari or Corvet?:			ferrari bole corvet pun bole...bukan kau pun yang nak bagi aku kete tu..

VW or Ford?:			VW bebeh...

Cellular Device or Computer?:			errr..can u please stop asking question dat are so hard to decide../

Sex or Foreplay?:			both are too delicious?

O.C.D or A.D.D?:			ocd..add cam mengelupur lebeh je..cam chaom la..hahhaha

Boyfriend/Girlfriend or Friend?:			i choose you..meh la..mari laa..come here darling..aww..uuuu..yeah..haaa tau takottt..tanye lagi soalan susah2

Mom or Dad?:			MOAD (mom + dad)

Brother or Sister?:			sister la..brothers are anoyying

Food or Drink?:			drink...and also food..m a human u bitch..not a camel...again, u ask...

Friends Aren't So Fun Sometimes.
Do you have any friends that you cannot depend on?:			haha..tell me bout it....

Do you have a best friend whom you can depend on?:			yes....they are retards who i love most :D

Do you have more male or female friends?:			i haf more vagina's than penises

Are they crazy or quiet, or both?:			most of them are crazyyyy..and i love them just the way they are

Is your best friend your boyfriend/girlfriend?:			well ahah! i can't even answer that...

Do you sometimes hate your friends?:			it depends on how much does it hurts when she/he does it...

How long is your longest friendship?:			since 1989....do ur own maths

Do you and your friends take myspace pictures together?:			yeahhh..can u see..? oh wait..? are u like blind or something..? gi register o.k.u la weh

What do you and your friends normally do when you hang out?:			talk..do crazy stuffs..talk..do more crazy stuffs and snap pictures...wow weee!

What is your best friend's name?:			too precious to be mentioned here

How old is he/she?:			ooohhh..90 tahun dah...tuaa..

Are You Afraid Of...
Death?:			nope..not really

Flying?:			m afraid of height..so yeah..takot

Birds?:			nehhh..tapi yang burung2 kat padang2 pasir yang makan bangkai tu takot la

Dogs?:			not d beautiful ones

The Light?:			u mean THE light..? wait wat light are we talking abt here..?

Drowning?:			yes..but i can swim u know..haaaa

Crossing bridges?:			sometimes,coz who knows it might collapse when m in d middle of it

Life?:			takot tak takot pun m still livin it kan..?

PDA?:			wat do u think m sumkind of electronics hater ke..? wtf yaw?

Crossing the street?:			not anymore..thanks to panduan melintas jalan ABC!! yeahh

Walking around alone?:			nope...enjoy it.

The dark?:			well sumtime yeah..

Cemetaries?:			yeahh..

Physically fighting?:			nope..m pretty tough myself

Confrontation?:			it depends

The opposite sex?:			nehhhh..

A Dead Sinking Story.

2009-03-12T02:02:00.002+08:00

Play a song called Go Mad And Mark by Envy while reading this.
These lines of emotive story are translation of the original lyrics.

you extend your heartbeat hoping to
satisfactory circulation
forget the body you have entrusted
smile at the corner of memories

even an accidental streaming voice wont touch tomorrow
awkwardly pile up the isolation with anxiety one by one
it keeps talking without ceasing before me
even i can do little
there is nothing i want to hear
what is that i can do for now?

the times i saw the place i ended up
i grasp the vision i found in the end

shut everything up from the world again
for a tiny ray of light
set it free from this anxiety
raise it carefully
there is nothing here
suffer for nothing as it is
walk around cause its entertaining
couldn't keep the promises to replace you
i always carry it with me until the time comes
i know you wont wait
because you are farther away from me
caught up only be earning
don't even try to let it go

at the end of the world i found out i cant turn back
staring with farewell. then comes the time the promise expects
someday...

eyes that abandon individuality and hope you dislike
exhausted moment melts into a given sigh.

this feeling goes on endlessly
i obtained after a total transformation
the map comes back into a faded color
i tear it and stray
the past, tomorrow, the future, its all fixed
it goes on, intense, growl, it goes on
stop, eternally, calm, stop
reach ahead, stir, reach
mark today- go mad and mark

Oooooh, I Drank Milo Yaw!

2009-03-12T00:30:00.005+08:00

Soooo, the post title says it all. I drank Milo! woohoo! I mean, after years hating it, finally; a secret, awesome Milo recipe,in the middle of the night where my eyes are tired and my medulla oblongata is already in sleeping mood and I'm talking on the phone with Ash, she gave me a few tips on "how to make a good hot-kick ass Milo". This is how the conversation sounds like:

Me : eh ash, what time you want to sleep la weyh? it's oledi 3 yo.

Ash: what "eh eh" huh? suka hati la when i wanna tido! haiya, you ahh.

Me : okaaaay, your call rite?..sigh..

Ash: eh eh beb, you know what...uhmm wait...oh! i want to drink Milo panas laa weyhh, i need to sleep weyhh, how ah? should i make one?

Me : *wtf is wrong with her, pfff* eeee Milo? blerrgh! tak sedap dohhh! how can you?...erghh not another Milo fan.

Ash: hey! don't say that,ass! Milo is AWESOME i tell you. shesh, whats wrong with you ziq? everyone enjoys Milo la.

Me : ek? eeee no no no. na'uh'...say no to Milo.

Ash: ok now, grab a glass, find a tea spoon, and the mamak milk tu, hoit! jangan gelak la! I tak tau la nama susu tuuu. pastu you amik 4-6 tea spoon of Milo, add in 3-4 tea spoon of mamak milk tu, pastu baru add in hot water. stir it, drink up.

Me : errrr...no thanks beb, say no to Milo remember?

Ash: suka hati you la, I want mine, wait ahh.

*so she went away and make her self one hot Milo*

*five minutes later*

Ash : yaw yaw!

Me : baaaaaaabe! AWESOME GILAAAAAA!

Ash : what the...? Jesus! dude! what...the...fuck...is...WRONG WITH YOUUUU!?!?

Me : WOOOOHOOOO! best doh Milo panas! woot woot! hahaha, I took your recipe and, BE JESUS! it's a miracle!

Ash : *proudly* I told you so. it...is...freagin...AWESOME! why do you think we Milo fans love Milo? God, maybe theres more you need to know about normal humans. beb, seriously...are you excited or feeling happy and you cant stop moving around?

Me : errr, not that I know. but I rasa happy semacam, haa excited la. kot? tah la? hahaha bodoh..

Ash : ok I think you cannot drink Milo at night, you'll be hyper you retard.

Me : eh shush lah! people want to enjoy their Milo also cannot ah?

Ash : sah! hyper sial. dah la, i need to sleep la beb, work work work!

*bla bla bla, the convo ends*

sooo, yeah i like Ashley's Milo. don't like the mamak style or Milo 'o'. those are...eeeee. ahhaa.

wow weeee! ok I'm high over the Milo actually, and i don't know why i am very excited to post this ( i know, stupid right?) hahaha whatever yaw.

Till the next blog. :)

I-Don't-Know-What-To-Write About-Post

2009-03-03T03:39:00.003+08:00

Hmmm lets see, I haven’t write for a few days… bored to death…feeling all EMO-ISH-CRANKY-CLUELESS-SAD. There, I don’t know what has got into me and it sucks! Why can’t I let go of it when I already did in mind? Truth sucks man. I accidently clicked my mouse on her picture; actually I was going for another file to edit the pictures from the Gaza gig. A huge picture of her came up on the screen, I was stoned for a while, all this deep concentration of feeling in the heart…grab my phone texted her good night. But…sigh…no reply. It’s so weird, I thought I’ve already let it go, geez. Adding up to that, one song I should never put in my playlist again played, Steal Me by Jupiter Sunrise…$^*%!!!!

Haihhh. So anyway, I went to a gig last Saturday which is on the 28th of February. Its to help the people in Gaza by entering the gig and pay Rm25 for the tickets and its also a donation for Gaza. Line ups were fantastic… ok la I think, enjoyed most of it (well not the lame-I-don’t-know-who-band). Komplot definitely rocked the house after Bunk Face and a few others. DISKO tanpa RISIKO (disco without risk) was freaking awesome and yeah, they obviously played Konflik Metropolis (Metropolis conflict). The crowds went hectic! As Komplot starts to play and yeah at first there was no one in front of the stage till Zac Patrician (Vocals for Komplot) said they’re not gonna start unless the crowd come nearer to the stage. People gathered, adrenaline pumping, impatiently waiting for Komplot to start… just as the first note of the guitar hits, the crowd is already screaming and dancing. Woahh, what a feeling…what a feeling.

After Komplot’s disco-dancing and dazzling performance, it was Pesawat. Okay, maybe not many enjoys Pesawat…I guess? Reasons, one; the crowd sucks coz right after Komplot, everyone dismiss, two; during the first few minutes of the first song, no one really stand and jump around or sing along just like they did with Komplot. Why? Three; I notice that the crowd there are 30% zombies. It’s a gig people! You don’t run for shelter when it starts to rain! That’s when the fun starts! Geez, poor Pesawat. But there are a few Pesawat fans that are still moshing during the rain. Two thumbs up for you guys ;). After Pesawat’s session, it’s time to stop for prayers (for the Muslims). By that time I had to rush out to pick up my dad for a meeting and that was around 3 pm, half way there he called:

Dad: you kat mana ni?
Me:oh I dah on the way to the factory dah, another 15 minutes?
Dad: oh tak jadi la, later at 9 o’clock I’ll give you a call and u come to Ampang for the meeting.
Me: errr. Okaaayyy, Ok pa, ade polis. gtg! Gtg! *hitting the paddle to the metal* *puts down the phone*

Oh-my-god, I went out for a “meeting” and it was cancelled by the client and missed one song played by one of my friends; Haqeem Nordin and others, Ashes of Scarlet. What a turn off! They are one of the main reasons why I wanted to go! Arrrghh! But still I get to listen to them and it was FUCKING AWSOME! and I manage to snap quite a lot of pictures of them. Phewh…later after Ashes of Scarlet, its time to stop for Maghrib prayer. So we decided to go out for dinner! Lapar gila ouhh! Imagine… eight people…in a…Toyota Harrier (betul ke spelling ni?) dah macam kereta sardine kot. Tak pasal-pasal nak pergi Bukit Bintang, nak makan kat Kitaro punya pasal. Berhimpit lah mereka. Pastu I had to attend the meeting at 9pm and the clock shows 8:50pm! So everyone rushed and I send them back to Museum Telekom (somewhere around Jalan Raja Chulan) and rushed to Ampang. But I did manage to get back to the gig for Zip Ziller and OAG.

There’s too many to write about the gig, to much fun, excitement and I hope these pictures will help you figure it out. I’m out of words to write actually, my medulla oblongata is getting dysfunctional already, my thoughts are not focusing on what I’m typing anymore, I’m hungry and I want to eat!

Where Can I Find My Medulla Oblongata At?

2009-02-27T03:46:00.001+08:00

It's late and my medulla oblongata is starting to worry me a little. It gets reaaaaaally… dysfunctional, moody, retard and quiet at times when I need it to function properly. Let’s see, my responds to my lecturers are bad, unimpressive, but still… got an A+!! wooohoooo! And I failed to photocopy the notes that I supposedly photocopied just now. *sigh* what to do, what to do, what to do. I'm getting all this, ‘Am I dreaming?’ Situation every now and then, felt like as though I moved forward a bit like… you knooooow… OK I don’t know how to describe that feeling. It’s like you felt like your body moved forward a bit but in a fast movement. But the fact is, you’re just dizzy but you still want to write! yeehaa!

Dang, I do need to see someone and ask them, “am I okay?” because I don’t feel like I am, a little stressed over the breakup (still!) Arrghh! Missing my ex-gf dearly and I miss Starbucks, hanging out with my new, old, retarded, silly and crazy friends. I haven’t had mine since coke is one of a boycott item. Darn it! Oh, oh! I know. I’m planning to go for a gig tomorrow (Saturday, 28th Feb. 2009) somewhere around Jalan Raja Chulan if I’m not mistaken. Oh! It’s held at museum Telekom. God willing I’ll have some money to pay of the tickets and Wan’s car accident which I am the one who caused it. Arrghh! And I’m wondering if, I can use the car by this weekend. I really need a car so that it’s easy and I can go back whenever I want to and not rushing home!

The cerebrum is now at the verge of remembering old songs, lyrics and chords and I DON’T KNOW WHY THE HECK IT DOES THAT! Be Jesus! I just found out that I need to preoccupy my self with more entertainment instead of wondering around my medulla oblongata and flashing through my cerebrum! Phewh… I spend half of my day yester-today just reading blogs and editing a few lines for my ‘Informative’ speech next week in class. As I read through numerous blogs, I find that people; some people like to talk shit and crap around about their miserable headmaster and lecturer or maybe about their mums cooking sucks like shit (oh yes we do have a blogger who wrote stuff like that) instead of expressing their feelings emotionally rational that a even a stupid-ass maniac (why you sex maniac) who like to grab my manly boobs could understand it.

WHAT THE FUCK!? I’ve just hear a few screaming coming from I don’t-know-and-I don’t-want-to-know-where it came from! God! It was just my illusions right? Oh wait, it was actually my stupid brother who is having nightmares and I thought it was some ghost mimicking like a troubled child asking for help (honestly, I was scared there for a moment)… why you moron. Okay anyway…wait there’s more… I now hear silent voices as if they come from televisions or radios…wait…I’m not kidding, it’s like whispering in my ears as thought its far away… okay, I think I better take a hot shower and sleep now. Things are getting weirder as I write this silly purposeless blog just like the “My-mums-cooking-sucks-like-shit!” dude.

So off I go yaw!

Till another blog.

Terbaik lah.

2009-02-24T06:30:00.000+08:00

Ok, waiting for Coldplay was surely stupid I must say. Damn yo, you don’t put Erykah Badu or Naturally 7 in the line-ups. It’s like giving a seven years old kid listen to The Devil Wears Prada and 2 seconds after that they’ll cry because the music sucks. Fuck it, I’m not going to Sunburst this year; unless, Coldplay turns up as a surprise artist. Then I’ll rush to Bukit Kiara Equestrian Club and get my tickets there or just get a media pass from a friend.

This is sad people, really sad. For fuck sakes! Coldplay is not coming? Hahaha! I can’t believe it, and I’m still not gonna believe it. Arrgh! Fuuuhhhh, woosa, woosa… Its alright I guess, we still have the Singapore Mosaic don’t we? Well, okay la tu, nak ape lagi kan? Kata Malaysia, organisers pun macam haprak, tak payah nak mengharap sangat. From what I heard, one of the royal families makes this thing happen. If it is true of the news, looks like some people just have the money without the brain in their thick skull. Ahhaa! Man, I am mean… whoops, my bad. I said, IF IT IS TRUE.

But I’m still hoping that Coldplay is coming, why? Because one, they don’t put up the schedule for when are they playing, two, Sam from Bunk face told a friend of mine that Coldplay is a surprise artist (I’m gonna try and take his word for this), and lastly, Celine said if I’m not going, she’s gonna slap me like she did last time (oh yeah, I still remember that dude. Sakit kot.) And lagi sakit dia akan buat. Oh yeah, last weekend I went to Titiwangsa to get my photography assignment photos, snap quite a lot of shots (even during the rain). After the gig finishes, Azam said all of us (Chaom, me, Fiqa, Hazieq, Meor, Art, and Illy) should go to Flat Pekeliling (next to the Titiwangsa LRT) for a photo shoot. So dengan bersemangatnya, aku pun pergi ke tempat tersebut.

Sebelum sampai sana kitorang berjalan kaki dari Tasik Titiwangsa tu sampai ke flat tersebut, dalam berjalan tu ada la beberapa gamba yang aku nak snap. Alangkah malang nasib ku, memory card jam! Fuck gila ahh, tiba – tiba je tak boleh nak scan. Time tu habis segala sumpah seranah dan maki – memaki hamun keluar. All of my best shots (I’m serious, that’s what I thought) gone just like that. Fuuuuuuck! There goes my assignment, I thought my group will be the best, but sadly the freaking memory card screws it up.

Oh man im far of the topic, woohh. Ok, this is where I should stop writing. Adios. :D

The Most Hilarious and Fun Day, but Still it Ended Up Awful.

2009-02-22T02:21:00.002+08:00

“Dayuuuumnn son, your memory card spoiled, she is pushing you to the cliff, and you are broke.” Fuck it, I had enough of everything and now I’ve come to an answer; forgive and forget about it. Well not exactly a good choice but at least it’ll kill of the hurt and head ache. You’re already falling down the cliff, you miss tons of excitement, and you’re basically broke. (Well ade la RM200, nak beli ape siot) esok ada sunburst mini gig kat pavilion, duit nak guna untuk assignment. But assignment pulak sangkut sebab memory card DSLR ku rosak at the right time; just when I had the most (I think) beautiful shot I’ve ever taken. Oh damn. Damn, damn, damn.

Tried waiting for the card to rest, give it a try on a friends camera, knock it a little, shake the card, but it just won’t appear in the computer and so in the camera. MOTHER FUCKER. Crying just now, I had the shots, had the moments, but… sigh…lost it just like that. Fuck gila babe! Esok dah la ada one more session kat pavilion, how the heck am I suppose to snap pictures for assignment? Nak gila aku amik gamba kat gig tadi, boleh pulak dia buat perangai.

Tu okay lagi, time lepak pulak, Azam si ‘tayar rosak’ boleh bagi aku nama “maggi basi”. Gampang punya budak, semua orang ada nama, contoh nya;pondok telefon (Hazieq), cawan sumbing (Art), and sawit tengit (Chaom). Gila hina sial dapat nama camtu. After all the ding - a – dongs, we head back to pavilion after hanging out kat kitaro. It was fun…met up with Meor, one of the dudes I took their picture and the picture was awesome. Ok it’s time to go back home and rest… she texted… *muka sober*…daaaaamn. Fuck it, my line got barred, I’m not gonna reply, even if I had a phone I can use. There’s no point anymore, so I acted as if there’s nothing. Later, I reached home, grab a coffee, got myself in front of the PC and start surfing the net.

I saw her online but I’m not sure if I should talk to her, waited…and waited…then, I gave her a little “yo!”, and there, start another sad story and regret doing that. I should have never thought about her again. It gets really irritating when your ex is telling you to try and stop thinking about her every time you talk about what’s going on between you and her. BEJESUS! It gets even worst when she does that, it’s already fucking hard to accept, to let go, and to break up, and you’re giving me this? For crying out loud! Give me some space dude!

It's almost 3am and this is what I’m thinking.

2009-02-19T02:51:00.002+08:00

Ok its time to get EMO-ish (I think I should), maybe life wasn’t really nice, it turns out to be a little… no fun now. Everybody’s chilling, taking a break from one hell of a 2008 parties and gigs. Some are taking a break from long relationships, friendships, and whatsoever. Let’s see, breakups do count as one, ahhh then it means I’m taking a break for myself too. No matter how much I hate it, the clock is still ticking as days goes by and months are changing, but still a breakup is just hard to accept especially when the reasons are… somehow, bothering me.

“Amazing how life turns out the way it does, we end up hurting the worst, the only ones we really loved”…well, Anberlin wrote that in their song called Inevitable and it is sooooo true. How careful we’ve been just to take care of the other persons feelings, we end up hurting them also and worst, our own feelings at the same time. I can’t seem to let go of this what more when pictures that remind you of them and man, it really sucks. You don’t get to be like you used to and there’s a time when out of all the time you had with her, suddenly when you have nothing else with her, old memories and words both of you promised or talk about, maybe the future that you’ll have with them, come back to life and its just sad.

Everything is missing in action, I became the old me, sad, wild, cranky, bullshit. Well, at the moment I’m preoccupying myself with gigs and assignments. But for how long I can last with that? I rejected the girl that I knew for only three weeks which I think have quite a crush on me just to wait and stay with the girl I knew for almost three years, have been in love since the second week we knew each other and used to be in a relationship with. Worth of the 1 an a half year of waiting, but it still ends up like… hell; I don’t know what to say there. Gosh, I am writing here and talking crap and there she is sleeping, acting as if she is happy but deep down she knows, she is sad and lately she’s not pouring her heart out like she used to just because she don’t want to make me sad thinking of her being sad. What the hell.

Crap, crap, crap, and more crap coming everyday messing up my mind. Leaving the society for a moment, I think its best that I distant myself from people for a while, well not everyone, I’m only sticking to a few crowds that I feel that I won’t hurt them. By this, I will surely hurt her too because I’m distancing myself from her also. If there is a way or maybe even a slight chance, I am willing to wait and try to get back to her heart. If she is willing to open it up again. None of this was anyone’s fault. Like she said, situational separation, after a few days, separate for real.

Sounds like no big deal at first, like I can handle it strong, but this little heart still says I really love her and the separation was sad.

Oh well, what can I say, deal with it or I’ll burn down and can never get back on my feet and stuck in a miserable life. But it still takes time. Shit, I hate it when I have to wait for time to pass as if nothing is going on at the same time thinking that things will change. Well apparently. Things don’t change unless I change and willingly want them to be change.

Apologies for this sad blog I wrote, I just need a place to lay a piece of my mind. *deep breath* ok that took of a little bit of the anger.

Malam Ini by Bo

2009-02-11T20:49:00.003+08:00

Malam ini
Malam pertama kita ditemani kelembutan cahaya rembulan
perasaan indah memanggil namaku untuk menyintai mu

Malam ini
kehadiranmu membawa seribu makna baru untuk hidupku
dirimu memberi cinta yang selamanya

Suaramu
bergema di hatiku
mungkin untuk selamanya dan
dirimu
bertakhta di hatiku dari pandangan pertama

Malam ini
puisi yang terindah terbaca setiap saat ku bersamamu dan
kaulah puitis hatiku yang ukirkan senyuman di wajahku

Malam ini
ku serahkan segalanya untuk wanita impianku dan
bidadari dari syurga cintaku hanyalah untukmu

Suaramu
bergema di hatiku
mungkin untuk selamanya dan
dirimu
bertakhta di hatiku dari pandangan pertama

Malam ini
malam pertama segala hasratku adalah untuk kebahagiaanmuperasaan dari syurga untuk sehidup semati denganmu

This is just a sweet song. I love it.

Namun segala kisah berlaku.

2009-02-11T01:50:00.008+08:00

Hahaha agak sedih la, but its worth of fighting for what I think is really worthy and priceless. As of where I stand, things are very good to me not forgetting the good times and also the bad ones. The bad ones make me this far, the good ones are just rewards to what I’ve change about my self in becoming a better person. Kadang – kadang kita kene belajar menerima keadaan seadanya, even when it sucks big time but for a fact, you know that you can’t run from what is really going on especially getting your self wounded. It’s never the other persons fault because you let your self in it honestly with a lot of trust to the other person. And note, they didn’t break the trust, you do.

For a reason I say that is because, you gave them trust and I suppose you really know them right? If the trust is break, it means you don’t know them yet. Never blame people for what you know what you did is wrong, that’s just wrong. I don’t blame that person or few other people, because I’m aware of it earlier on and should always be prepare for what’s coming up next. You’ll never know if it’s a hurricane. Like the Malay old folks used to say, “Sedia kan payung sebelum hujan.” (Fuck, skema gila ayat. Ahh, wth) Just when thought I was prepared, the rain really drops and that’s when I say to my self, “Fuck, I was never ready all this while that I THOUGHT I WAS.”

Masa tu baru nak sedar yang ready ni bukan takat ready macam tu je. Ready is when you have prepare your mind, body and soul. Mind, prepare for all sorts of emotions coming and leaving. Make sure that fikiran dah agak waras so you won’t make silly mistakes, like I did.*sigh* Memang la at times rasa macam orang lain yang buat salah, but have we ever come to think sanely about what we did? Learning to accept situations that involve your emotions is not easy. It gets really cranky at first, but I will try and deal the facts.

Meet Uncle Hussain wrote a song called Hilang. Part of the lyrics goes like,

“Namun segala kisah berlaku
Harus ku terima
Hanya berserah pada yang Maha Esa”

Yeah, lebih kurang macam tu lah plan nya. Ok getting on to the next one which is body. Errr…*five minutes passing*… nothing much I guess, just keep on smoking that bong you have. Get really high and knock yourself out. And also, eat right! Ahhaa, agak bodoh la yang ni but takpe carry on to the next one. Soul, I guess I haven’t really found out what it really means to prepare your soul. I know but I haven’t practice it yet lately.

I got the confession earlier on around 12:30am just now, and I was half shock. Part of me expected it already because I was aware of it five and a half months ago. But still, emotions are just hard to handle, rain drops and t-shirts are used as tissues. But I’m relief to hear that because it was very honest of that person. It hurts and struck you right in your little heart, but it also give you the warmth that things are clear now and everyone is making up their mind. Ahh, finally.

Take a few steps back, look, and remember it. A glance is enough for me to know that it means a lot to me. And looking at where I’ve gotten my self to, I am really really sure its worth of fighting, sacrificing, crying, laughing, loving, caring and holding. It’s just priceless to me because it only happens once.

Current Playing Track:

The Adams - Hanya Kau

Mohd Jayzuan - When You're Around

Garasi - Hilang (solo version)

Iron & wine - Flightless Bird, American Mouth

Waste A Moment. =)

2009-02-09T07:30:00.000+08:00

Hey it’s Monday again and AGAIN it’s shitty. Gahh! But its okay lets make today a good day. A little bit of Little Joy, The Wombats and Alanis Morissette will do! Hmm, let’s see… I got a psychologically disturbing drawing to be finish, spend time with my mom, have lunch with them later, and uhmm… Gee I don’t think I wanna know what’s going to happen or plan my day. Wanna relax for now. It’s too much man.

Time to download and look for good music, good photographers, and good political reviews. That’s all for now I guess.

Currently listening to:

Ask Me Again – Seven Jeng.

Coldplay – Fix You.

It's Monday!

2009-02-02T19:00:00.000+08:00

“Hello, how are you?”, “what are you doing?”, “you tak keluar today?”… Honestly, I'm tired of these questions and it gets really normal when certain people ask me, even if they really mean it. It comes to a point when you are aware that people and you yourself are changing too, but you just wouldn’t wanna care about it. You’re seeing patterns and act of changes. But still, you push it away just like you push it last time. But this time, its serious and no turning back, not going back and pretend to be normal or happy, it’ll rip out the goodness you’ve been showing to people and bring up the hell out of you. That is something I don’t want to happen to me.

I haven’t written since January 18th, I have no mood to write. Music, something that I love most has become annoying to me. Good music is shitty as ever, lame ass music becoming good. What a big change for a start. Sigh. Till when is this going to last? How long shall I bleed for you again? How much pain must I take in? How long must I pretend that I am happy? And for once, can you make me happy as how I’ve been making you happy? These silly questions are quite… disturbing. Pointless, such great pain I’ve taken in me has no results of goodness to other people or give me any good. Respect, it’s a big word for them. Patience is not in their interest. Sympathy was never thought to them. Rage, selfish, is the only thing they know and kept it inside them EVEN when people have warned them about it.

Now things are starting to move slowly, sneaking their way out with out hurting others is that’s what they think. The thing is, we’ve already know what’s gonna happen. It’s predictable when you understand the other person more than they understand you. They would say, “I knew it! I know you’re gonna…” bla bla bla… well if you KNEW it why didn’t you try and STOP IT FROM FUCKING HAPPEN? No you don’t know about it. You don’t know about me, you don’t know anything. All you know is you, you, you, and you again and again.

And you don’t know that things are moving silently without you noticing it happening to you and I am changing.

Current tracks:

Jean Elan - Where's Your Head At. ( Klass Remix)

B-Quartet - Shoebox.

The Wombats - Moving To New York.

Oh, Damn It!

2009-01-18T18:00:00.000+08:00

so, i haven't write for quite sometime, i have no mood to write and Jiar is already asking me to, listen to songs, or do anything. because of one simple thing, I DIDN'T FUCKING ATTEND LAP SAP'S CHINESE NEW YEAR PARTY AND JUNK YARD SALE! What a head start for 2009.

Anyway, that's all for now. All i want right now is, all of my salary. sigh...

listening to:

Silver Sparkler by The Jim Yoshii Pile-Up

Mono by Fightstar.

Rojak Buah Cina Session.

2009-01-12T18:45:00.000+08:00

It’s a boring morning as usual, so I decided to go out and hit the cinema. Call up Izzat and met up in Kopi ‘Oh, The Curve. As we’re talking and drinking, movie decisions are hard ‘cause we don’t know what to watch and I don’t have that “movie watching” feeling anyway. So change of plans went to Wondermilk instead. I haven’t seen Suze for quite sometime, and there she was in Wondermilk. Big eyes, petite young lady, who wouldn’t like her. So I took vanilla ice as usual and Kak Na offered us some cupcakes. I can’t remember what flavour it was but it is absolutely delicious!

After sitting around and answering a few phone calls, Jiar called Izzat and Izzat ajak Jiar pergi tengok wayang. Went to SS4 to pick up Jiar, and Jiar suggested that we should go and eat Rojak Buah Cina somewhere around Damansara Jaya. And so, no movies AGAIN! Hahaha! What a luck eyh? It was not her fault la; we didn’t have much time anyway. This is a must eat rojak! It won’t disappoint your expectations and you’ll love it with a little bit of soya from the stall next door. It is definitely better then the rojak buah from uptown, it’s not too sweet, not too salty and, for the Chinese people who can’t eat chillies or hot stuff, they can ask for the one with out chillies. I was darn happy that Jiar brought her DSLR along with her. (Because I don’t own one. Sigh.) Well, there goes the camwhoring session.

After makan semua, we wanted to go to a place where you have nice surroundings, lightings, view and its wide open. Well Jiar here knows a place like that, and it’s just behind Kelana Jaya’s LRT station. With green grass, electric cables on top of us, and those grass are freaking itchy! It was fun, the running, jumping, and flying kicks, and… oh yea, lame shots. Hahaha!

After all that ding-a-dongs, we head home and rest! I was to tired that I slept right after I reach home and lay down on my bed. Dang!

Currently listening to, Priests And Paramedics by Pedro The Lion and Let’s Dance To Joy’s Division by The Wombats.

Techno-fying laser beats and tasty "Buddha burger"

2009-01-08T19:33:00.000+08:00

I miss “Abang Buddha’s” burger. Its located in front of Bee…(I can’t remember that restaurants name) or maybe its Bee Huat (across Uptown Damansara) or what ever la. Reasons why we call him Abang Buddha is simply because Jiar said so and his bald, “berkilat hinga membuta kan mata” Hahaha that’s so evil of me, but its true thou. Its cheap and its magically-blessed-deliciousness. Hah! There I’ve said it. Hahaha! anyway that's not what I'm here about, really. I'm feeling really sick and… shitty! Heh never thought I would be this sick now that my mum is back from her hajj and, KNOWING that I wont have a great time partying or gig-ing! Arrghh what I’m not happy with is if she’s not gonna let me go for Lap Sap’s Chinese new year party this 18th January.

Trendy-disco-dancing shit? I wouldn’t want to miss that! Miss them since uhmmm… Urbanscapes? Wow, I’ve just realize how long I haven’t party. Well since I knew who and what Lap Sap means, I really love their tunes. It’s that errr when you got shot by The Orgasmorator but with a music orgasm kinda feeling. Especially when it hits the high-progressing beats and techno-fying laser sound, people on the floor would definitely dance to that, unless you’re an alien or just not a fan of Lap Sap but you are trying to be one-which you don’t look like you one.

This people really piss me off! Why are you busy talking to your friend whiles the rest of us are actually trying to have a great time and you over there being “Mister-I don’t dance” moron. Actually I don’t hate these people, its when they start bugging you by being in your way while your dancing. Baru nak stim sikit je ade la dua ke tiga mamat and minah jahanam ni. Menyampah betul aku, macam nak sepak sepak je diorang. But its okay we’re just humans, living on trying to make people hate us right bitches?

Ok that was a little bit to harsh for them, hmmm… no apologies from me but I will try and tolerate with you people like that. Kau anak Dato’ ke, anak Pak Lah ke, anak ape lancau pun, if you’re bugging me again, wall of death will definitely be the last thing you’ll see, hear and touch; after that its good night for you and hellooo people for me.Pardon my antagonism on you guys but it is a big deal for me, I don’t like posers running around on the streets where I usually hang out, party, take photos or what ever.

Ok, so I haven’t really got my Internet fixed yet. But I manage to get some goods from em’:

The Teenagers - homecoming
Kaskade - Steppin out (Late Night Alumni slow dance remix)

Maybe not so great, you gotta respect that they make good music too right? right?

yet, another boredom.

2009-01-07T18:15:00.000+08:00

Today is just another mother fucking shittiest day of my 2009. its late and I can't sleep thinking about stupid thoughts that have been running through my mind the whole day. I want to do a lot of things like, photography, go to gigs, hit the clubs and have a drink or two with my buddies. But i just can't because i haven't receive any money yet (for two months already) so i can't really go out, even for a photo-hunting session! Geez!

But later on the evening, Izzat said he’s bored. (Well duhhhh) So I said we should head over to Wondermilk! They have pretty awesome cupcakes I love their butterscotch drink and definitely their vanilla ice. And so we did, spend a little time outside smoking and chatting and smoking again and then only we head to uptown. (Because he is ALWAYS hungry) so we lepak there and ordered our meals. He had Nasi Goreng Cina from Bintang Henry and mine was chicken chop from “Yazid’s Western Food” I mean dude! Yours sucks bug time! Izzat didn’t even finished half of his food and so do I. And yet they can still have the cheesiest slogan, “The Best in Town”…what the fuck was that suppose to mean? Hahaha! No offence people, its vicious but it’s the truth.

After everything is done, we head back home. Took a shower and blah blah blah, around 1 in the morning Izzat was talking to Kairee ( K ) on skype about I don’t know what, but I heard Izzat mentioning my name and I was about to shower (yes, again I went to shower) A few minutes later Izzat called me, K needs to tell me something. He gave me a piece of advise, calling me mat bunga (babi kau) and yeah one piece of advise that I need to think about, and still thinking.

Okay, now im sleepy. So I think I should go to my bed and dream… hmm nice dreams perhaps. (I mean nice as in nice dreams, not that “nice” kind of dreams)

Currently I’m listening to Meet Uncle Hussain – Hilang.
Like the intro and good lyrics.

Me, the coffee and a box of cigarette… oh, the computer.

2009-01-07T05:30:00.000+08:00

I can’t believe im at home and not doing anything! Geez, I wish I can have my money from the company. At least I don’t have to sit at home and write this blog. That’s all I wanted to say.

Currently listening to From Monument to Masses – Deafening
One orgasm song. They are political post-rock and way the song progress is awesome. =)

someone came and stole my tail light.

2009-01-06T15:40:00.000+08:00

Woke up around 11:30am with a head ache, dry throat and wanting to go to the toilet; what a start. Went to shower after I went down and took my dads orange jus (cause I was too lazy to make my own drink and my maids tea sucks). The shower somehow didn’t help me with the migraine, I hate waking up with a migraine. Later on I went down looking for breakfast, how thoughtful of my maid not to MAKE ANYTHING!! I didn’t care cause it’s almost noon anyway so I just have to wait till then.

Yang buat lagi best tu, lauk still yang semalam and yang baru punya is just a freaking telur dadar. Like, “WTF is wrong with you!!” I’m already feeling all woozy and she didn’t tell my dad that there’s no more chicken to fry. I got fed up so I ate yesterdays spaghetti cooked by Izzat. Sedap, but I’m lack of parmesan cheese and I loooove cheese! But the spaghetti didn’t last long. Within three hours i'm already hungry again, macam orang kelaparan yang tak makan dua hari.

Around 5pm my dad calls and asks me to go and by some chicken wings and get the cats food plus their littering sands. Hungry, out of cigarettes, still with the migraine, I’m not in the mood for anything at that time. As I waited for the driver to fetch me and Izzat, I went looking for food in the kitchen! And then I remembered I bought a pack of instant macaroni and cheese few days ago. (Thank God for that!) Finally, something I really need at the moment came. As I prepare the food I was bored and I wanted to watch some movies. What was it called again? Oh yeah some zombie movie called 28 weeks later. It’s an awesome show with loads of blood works and stuff. After 10 minutes of “microwaving” that cheesy stuff, baru la dapat makan and oh! Its heaven!

Tak sempat nak habis movie je uncle sham dah sampai (potong stim gila weyh!). So we went to Giant and get the chicken wings. And then in the car, Izzat decided to fry the chicken in his own way instead of our maids. Honey fried chicken, sedap weyh! Izzat is a… I must admit a good cook la. He knows his recipes and what not. If you’re hoping on me to cook, telur goreng je la. Blah blah blah, its already 7pm , I need a shower! My head is killing me.

After shower Izzat ajak pergi shisha somewhere around Padang Kota, so I pun cakap okay. And my youngest and noisiest brother wanted to buy a drink and ask me to buy him one. For Gods sakes, you’re drinking Teh Ais every single god damn night! Dah la asthmatic, nak minum cold drinks lagi. So I told dad im going out shisha-ing for a while. After diner I went off straight to padang kota and I couldn’t find a parking spot in front of that new building (I forgot the name of it). As usual, Teh Tarik pekat and warm water. At first the lady said the shisha might take a while because it’s on the way, so we waited and talk. Talking about fucking issues that’s causing me migraines every now and then.

Finally shisha pun sampai, Izzat got it first because I'm still smoking cigarettes. I didn’t expect the shisha there would be good, but then its not just good, its excellent! Around 10:30pm we decided to go home. As I walk to my car, I told Izzat how dumb the contractors were because of the parking design. Macam bodoh gila korang ni. And then the pillars were all messed up, like they put it in a… stupid position. With the tension build up during the conversation tadi, tiba- tiba when im reversing the car… BAM!!!

Izzat: wtf was that man?!?!
Me: fuck man! What the?!?!
Izzat: shit! You langgar tiang tu doh!
Me: ya Allah! Fuck gila! Mampos kita zat!
Izzat: ya Allah, ya Allah! Mati kita ziq!

…damn it, I hit the pillar. I didn’t panic but I was scared of what my dad would say. You never know when the angry tiger is hungry. At first Izzat gave an idea, tell my dad that someone came and robed one of the tail light.(BAHAHAHAHA!) Padahal, lampu tu tak la teruk mana pun, ada dua lubang pecah je and the a little mark on the bumper. Me on the other side thinking that, a car hit us from behind and broke our tail light. But Toyota Alphard’s tail light is way to high to be hit. Im scared like fuck angry because today… its just not my day. When I reached home, I don’t want to lie to my dad or hide the issue from him because IF HE KNOWS ABOUT IT THE NEXT DAY, you’ll see an angry tiger, starving, tired and… really angry. And so I trust my guts and told him the real deal. He wasn’t mad at all! I can’t believe that! All this while that I thought he was gonna be mad if I were to tell him the real thing was nothing actually. Hahaha!

What a weird day. Fucktup by some issues, but turn out to be okay in the end. Sometimes you just gotta be frank to yourselves and others. It won’t hurt to tell the truth. Why lie to them? They would find out about it sooner or later. Kan? I think I like to run when I have problems that I think I can’t solve which actually I could if I try. We run from people we don’t want to talk to, not knowing the fact that their actually trying to help. We shut the world as if there are no problems but there’s a whole bunch of it on our head! Sigh, some people are just… like that. They are who they are, can be change if want to.