Thursday, March 12, 2009

woopidoo!

she just walked pass by,
with her sweet little smile,
with her short hair,
waving at me,
saying its over,
where my heart breaks,
into million pieces,
why does it has to be like this,
but i cant do anything bout it,
coz thats just life,
it will never be perfect,
she just walked pass by,
with her pink uniform,
with her cardigans,
suddenly the relationship that we had,
just lost without signs or figure,
why does it has to be like this,
but i cant do anything bout it,
coz thats just life,
it will never be perfect,
she just walked pass by,
with her sweet little smile,
saying its over...

by a friend for a girl to a friend and self note also.


I Was Bored, Okay?

A Bit Different From The Norm =]
Basic Bullshit.
What's your name?:

name gedik ke name cari makan..?




Your age would be nice to know.:

satu sembilan belas..i dont want to grow up..arghh..ohh godddd we already made a deall..u let everyone grow old xcept me!!




Are you single or taken?:

welll...
Randomization.
What is your least favorite color?:

colour orang mati, black





What is the last thing on earth that you would like to do right now?:

poke bush's ass so hard dat he would tear zillions of almonds out of his eyes






What clothes are you wearing?:

t-shirt..and u..?





What color is your bedroom?:

bedroom 1= white, dull. pfft!

What is your least favorite food?:

d one dat i cant swallow..or so hard to eat..like crab..but i like crab..but it is so hard to eat..fak m hungry





What is your favorite food?:

everything dat is edible xcept batu and kayu and lumut and kusyen and tiang lampu..





And your least favorite drink would be...?:

air sedap, teh 'o' nipis tak mau buih...




In all honesty does myspace take up a great deal of your life?:

i tot no one ever ask..oh hell yeah..i spend most of my time myspacing..its not like i dnt haf a life..i do..but i just dont participate well enuff in my life..myspace rawks!!





If you could be any age, what would it be?:

i wud like to be forever 18..please..ahhh fishh.. m getting oldd!





Are you satisfied with the way you look and act?:

well not really..its alright i guess..? but i understand if u dont coz who can blame u..just look at urself..i cant even label u as a human there mister





Is Bzoink a website that you visit often?:

nope..this is the first






Do you do drugs and/or alcohol on a regular basis?:

nope..not on regular basics...occasionaly yes..but only on very2 important even tonly





Do you think you are capable of not eating for 5 days?:

what do u think i am..? a camel..? are u a camel..? coz dat wud xplain d two humps at ur back..or are u just a plain hunchback..? kesian kat awak





What food and drink could you live off for the rest of your life?:

mineral water and a sack full on unlimited food suply




Boys and Girls Are Fun.
Do looks really matter?:

at first, yeah...




Does size really matter?:

ooghhhhh yeahshhjhakd...it doess...oh wait, maybe?




Have you ever had a boyfriend/girlfriend?:

girlfriend yes, boyfriend no, never, not gonna...




If so, how long was that relationship?:

demnit




What is your longest?:

3?4? effin years..i wish i cud turn back time..but then again who doesn't kan..?




What quality do you find most attractive in a boy/girl?:

her adorableness and sweetness and kindness and also uniqueness..yerp..and don't forget her well-retardness




Are you a virgin?:

yes..*lalalalala..do i sound convincing enuff* alrighttt alrightt, maybe?....happy now..?




If you are not, do you regret doing it with the person you lost "it" to?:

...




If you are a virgin, are you in a rush to not be one anymore?:

...




Is PDA disgusting?:

huh?




Is there anything that you would change about your significant other?:

ntah...buat ape?




Do you think you could marry a high school sweetheart?:

well..i don't know..maybeee..well i hope not




Would you ever consider having a long distance relationship?:

screw tht...pfft!




Long or Short hair?:

not too long not to short..moderate la




Blue eyes or Brown eyes?:

i prefer blue but kat sini sume makan belacan..mane ade mate biru2 nie..kalau ade pun yang sakit mate ade la..




Tan or light skin?:

tan..pemuda berkulit putih freaks me out




Looks or Brains?:

or..???




Words Associations Are The Best!
Orange.:

juice..nyum!




Cell phone.:

life!! but it also can leads to brain damage which means death..but oh well..




Break.:

beat..?




Music.:

love love, hate hate, obsess obsess, awesome awesome!




Samantha.:

brown?




Love.:

complicated as usuall. nothing comes easy, dick.




Time.:

is priceless..but it cost me alot on this guess watch..fak




Crash.:

eksidensi..




Home.:

kota damansara, kota damned


Sleep.:

nikmat yang tersangat




Sex.:

can i mentioned nikmat yang tersangat twice..? oh please..?




Death.:

terrifying




Long Distance.:

eiiiiii...pff




Winner.:

chelsea




Gold.:

digger...




Goodbye.:

hellogoodbye




Running.:

penat




Lie.:

u feel bad for d first time but 2nd time comes easy




This or That.
7up or Sprite?:

who care..both taste d same..




Coke or Pepsi?:

then again..taste d same..my gustatory device couldn't detect any slight diff between both of them




Boy or Girl?:

girl




Run or Swim?:

IMUN! (swim + run)




Drive or Fly?:

fly..robin flyyy




Ferrari or Corvet?:

ferrari bole corvet pun bole...bukan kau pun yang nak bagi aku kete tu..




VW or Ford?:

VW bebeh...




Cellular Device or Computer?:

errr..can u please stop asking question dat are so hard to decide../




Sex or Foreplay?:

both are too delicious?




O.C.D or A.D.D?:

ocd..add cam mengelupur lebeh je..cam chaom la..hahhaha




Boyfriend/Girlfriend or Friend?:

i choose you..meh la..mari laa..come here darling..aww..uuuu..yeah..haaa tau takottt..tanye lagi soalan susah2




Mom or Dad?:

MOAD (mom + dad)




Brother or Sister?:

sister la..brothers are anoyying




Food or Drink?:

drink...and also food..m a human u bitch..not a camel...again, u ask...




Friends Aren't So Fun Sometimes.
Do you have any friends that you cannot depend on?:

haha..tell me bout it....




Do you have a best friend whom you can depend on?:

yes....they are retards who i love most :D




Do you have more male or female friends?:

i haf more vagina's than penises




Are they crazy or quiet, or both?:

most of them are crazyyyy..and i love them just the way they are




Is your best friend your boyfriend/girlfriend?:

well ahah! i can't even answer that...




Do you sometimes hate your friends?:

it depends on how much does it hurts when she/he does it...




How long is your longest friendship?:

since 1989....do ur own maths




Do you and your friends take myspace pictures together?:

yeahhh..can u see..? oh wait..? are u like blind or something..? gi register o.k.u la weh




What do you and your friends normally do when you hang out?:

talk..do crazy stuffs..talk..do more crazy stuffs and snap pictures...wow weee!




What is your best friend's name?:

too precious to be mentioned here




How old is he/she?:

ooohhh..90 tahun dah...tuaa..




Are You Afraid Of...
Death?:

nope..not really




Flying?:

m afraid of height..so yeah..takot




Birds?:

nehhh..tapi yang burung2 kat padang2 pasir yang makan bangkai tu takot la




Dogs?:

not d beautiful ones




The Light?:

u mean THE light..? wait wat light are we talking abt here..?




Drowning?:

yes..but i can swim u know..haaaa




Crossing bridges?:

sometimes,coz who knows it might collapse when m in d middle of it




Life?:

takot tak takot pun m still livin it kan..?




PDA?:

wat do u think m sumkind of electronics hater ke..? wtf yaw?




Crossing the street?:

not anymore..thanks to panduan melintas jalan ABC!! yeahh




Walking around alone?:

nope...enjoy it.




The dark?:

well sumtime yeah..




Cemetaries?:

yeahh..




Physically fighting?:

nope..m pretty tough myself




Confrontation?:

it depends




The opposite sex?:

nehhhh..

A Dead Sinking Story.

Play a song called Go Mad And Mark by Envy while reading this.
These lines of emotive story are translation of the original lyrics.


you extend your heartbeat hoping to
satisfactory circulation
forget the body you have entrusted
smile at the corner of memories

even an accidental streaming voice wont touch tomorrow
awkwardly pile up the isolation with anxiety one by one
it keeps talking without ceasing before me
even i can do little
there is nothing i want to hear
what is that i can do for now?

the times i saw the place i ended up
i grasp the vision i found in the end

shut everything up from the world again
for a tiny ray of light
set it free from this anxiety
raise it carefully
there is nothing here
suffer for nothing as it is
walk around cause its entertaining
couldn't keep the promises to replace you
i always carry it with me until the time comes
i know you wont wait
because you are farther away from me
caught up only be earning
don't even try to let it go

at the end of the world i found out i cant turn back
staring with farewell. then comes the time the promise expects
someday...

eyes that abandon individuality and hope you dislike
exhausted moment melts into a given sigh.

this feeling goes on endlessly
i obtained after a total transformation
the map comes back into a faded color
i tear it and stray
the past, tomorrow, the future, its all fixed
it goes on, intense, growl, it goes on
stop, eternally, calm, stop
reach ahead, stir, reach
mark today- go mad and mark

Oooooh, I Drank Milo Yaw!

Soooo, the post title says it all. I drank Milo! woohoo! I mean, after years hating it, finally; a secret, awesome Milo recipe,in the middle of the night where my eyes are tired and my medulla oblongata is already in sleeping mood and I'm talking on the phone with Ash, she gave me a few tips on "how to make a good hot-kick ass Milo". This is how the conversation sounds like:

Me : eh ash, what time you want to sleep la weyh? it's oledi 3 yo.

Ash: what "eh eh" huh? suka hati la when i wanna tido! haiya, you ahh.

Me : okaaaay, your call rite?..sigh..

Ash: eh eh beb, you know what...uhmm wait...oh! i want to drink Milo panas laa weyhh, i need to sleep weyhh, how ah? should i make one?

Me : *wtf is wrong with her, pfff* eeee Milo? blerrgh! tak sedap dohhh! how can you?...erghh not another Milo fan.

Ash: hey! don't say that,ass! Milo is AWESOME i tell you. shesh, whats wrong with you ziq? everyone enjoys Milo la.

Me : ek? eeee no no no. na'uh'...say no to Milo.

Ash: ok now, grab a glass, find a tea spoon, and the mamak milk tu, hoit! jangan gelak la! I tak tau la nama susu tuuu. pastu you amik 4-6 tea spoon of Milo, add in 3-4 tea spoon of mamak milk tu, pastu baru add in hot water. stir it, drink up.

Me : errrr...no thanks beb, say no to Milo remember?

Ash: suka hati you la, I want mine, wait ahh.

*so she went away and make her self one hot Milo*


*five minutes later*

Ash : yaw yaw!

Me : baaaaaaabe! AWESOME GILAAAAAA!

Ash : what the...? Jesus! dude! what...the...fuck...is...WRONG WITH YOUUUU!?!?

Me : WOOOOHOOOO! best doh Milo panas! woot woot! hahaha, I took your recipe and, BE JESUS! it's a miracle!

Ash : *proudly* I told you so. it...is...freagin...AWESOME! why do you think we Milo fans love Milo? God, maybe theres more you need to know about normal humans. beb, seriously...are you excited or feeling happy and you cant stop moving around?

Me : errr, not that I know. but I rasa happy semacam, haa excited la. kot? tah la? hahaha bodoh..

Ash : ok I think you cannot drink Milo at night, you'll be hyper you retard.

Me : eh shush lah! people want to enjoy their Milo also cannot ah?

Ash : sah! hyper sial. dah la, i need to sleep la beb, work work work!

*bla bla bla, the convo ends*


sooo, yeah i like Ashley's Milo. don't like the mamak style or Milo 'o'. those are...eeeee. ahhaa.

wow weeee! ok I'm high over the Milo actually, and i don't know why i am very excited to post this ( i know, stupid right?) hahaha whatever yaw.

Till the next blog. :)

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

I-Don't-Know-What-To-Write About-Post

Hmmm lets see, I haven’t write for a few days… bored to death…feeling all EMO-ISH-CRANKY-CLUELESS-SAD. There, I don’t know what has got into me and it sucks! Why can’t I let go of it when I already did in mind? Truth sucks man. I accidently clicked my mouse on her picture; actually I was going for another file to edit the pictures from the Gaza gig. A huge picture of her came up on the screen, I was stoned for a while, all this deep concentration of feeling in the heart…grab my phone texted her good night. But…sigh…no reply. It’s so weird, I thought I’ve already let it go, geez. Adding up to that, one song I should never put in my playlist again played, Steal Me by Jupiter Sunrise…$^*%!!!!

Haihhh. So anyway, I went to a gig last Saturday which is on the 28th of February. Its to help the people in Gaza by entering the gig and pay Rm25 for the tickets and its also a donation for Gaza. Line ups were fantastic… ok la I think, enjoyed most of it (well not the lame-I-don’t-know-who-band). Komplot definitely rocked the house after Bunk Face and a few others. DISKO tanpa RISIKO (disco without risk) was freaking awesome and yeah, they obviously played Konflik Metropolis (Metropolis conflict). The crowds went hectic! As Komplot starts to play and yeah at first there was no one in front of the stage till Zac Patrician (Vocals for Komplot) said they’re not gonna start unless the crowd come nearer to the stage. People gathered, adrenaline pumping, impatiently waiting for Komplot to start… just as the first note of the guitar hits, the crowd is already screaming and dancing. Woahh, what a feeling…what a feeling.

After Komplot’s disco-dancing and dazzling performance, it was Pesawat. Okay, maybe not many enjoys Pesawat…I guess? Reasons, one; the crowd sucks coz right after Komplot, everyone dismiss, two; during the first few minutes of the first song, no one really stand and jump around or sing along just like they did with Komplot. Why? Three; I notice that the crowd there are 30% zombies. It’s a gig people! You don’t run for shelter when it starts to rain! That’s when the fun starts! Geez, poor Pesawat. But there are a few Pesawat fans that are still moshing during the rain. Two thumbs up for you guys ;). After Pesawat’s session, it’s time to stop for prayers (for the Muslims). By that time I had to rush out to pick up my dad for a meeting and that was around 3 pm, half way there he called:

Dad: you kat mana ni?
Me:oh I dah on the way to the factory dah, another 15 minutes?
Dad: oh tak jadi la, later at 9 o’clock I’ll give you a call and u come to Ampang for the meeting.
Me: errr. Okaaayyy, Ok pa, ade polis. gtg! Gtg! *hitting the paddle to the metal* *puts down the phone*

Oh-my-god, I went out for a “meeting” and it was cancelled by the client and missed one song played by one of my friends; Haqeem Nordin and others, Ashes of Scarlet. What a turn off! They are one of the main reasons why I wanted to go! Arrrghh! But still I get to listen to them and it was FUCKING AWSOME! and I manage to snap quite a lot of pictures of them. Phewh…later after Ashes of Scarlet, its time to stop for Maghrib prayer. So we decided to go out for dinner! Lapar gila ouhh! Imagine… eight people…in a…Toyota Harrier (betul ke spelling ni?) dah macam kereta sardine kot. Tak pasal-pasal nak pergi Bukit Bintang, nak makan kat Kitaro punya pasal. Berhimpit lah mereka. Pastu I had to attend the meeting at 9pm and the clock shows 8:50pm! So everyone rushed and I send them back to Museum Telekom (somewhere around Jalan Raja Chulan) and rushed to Ampang. But I did manage to get back to the gig for Zip Ziller and OAG.

There’s too many to write about the gig, to much fun, excitement and I hope these pictures will help you figure it out. I’m out of words to write actually, my medulla oblongata is getting dysfunctional already, my thoughts are not focusing on what I’m typing anymore, I’m hungry and I want to eat!